the living thing, my life tends to be rideclous, close people die, guys come and go, people close to me go to jail, including the guy im terribly in love with and i want to give up as we know it and even through i feel like death should come to me, cause i have nothing left, i dont die, cause in end im mother fuckin strong person, heartless but strong as they say "to be strong you gotta be heartless".