it doesnt matter what you change or what you do in the end it be shit again, cuz everything always turns into shit, even wen u think u had life figure out, you are seriously wrong, u never kno whats gona happen, but life isnt happy.
SuCiDe NoTeS and BuTtErFLy KiSsEs
04 November 2009 @ 02:56 pm
it doesnt matter what you change or what you do in the end it be shit again, cuz everything always turns into shit, even wen u think u had life figure out, you are seriously wrong, u never kno whats gona happen, but life isnt happy.
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angry
Current Music: piece by piece-strata
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21 October 2009 @ 01:57 pm
this is the most easiest question in the world, or my world u can say, it would be petey. the guy that i was went through with everything wit., at one pt he was my lover, always been my bestfriend, and i say i love him, cause i do, cause in the end, no matter what happens, where i go, who im with, it comes down to him, cause it always have and i know in my heart he feels the same way, and im sorry for what happened, how life got shitty, when we were shitty to eachother cuz in the end, we kno who we belong to, eachother, and one day we'l b bak together or hope for that happy ending like in a stupid fairytale, i guess ill always be a fool for him.
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nostalgic
Current Music: stoopid-snot
14 October 2009 @ 05:25 pm
this is what i believe in the beginning people are all equal and then we grow up, and there's two type of people. the good and bad, and ironically the bad people tend to have the life, in some odd reason, the good people who try everything and work so hard end up getting fucked in the end, so i believe people are cursed of bad luck, it just happens, and u just have to deal with it cause its life, but then again i tend to be crazi and in my life, i have had some bad luck, actually a lot, i can go on about that, but that take entirely too long fuck i could make a novel on that, but thats life right?. so horray for bad luck, which means u are cursed. it happens..
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creative
Current Music: what a day-nonpoint
05 May 2009 @ 07:28 pm
i believe fat is a very very very big thing in my life, also as everything happens for a reason is very big thing in my life, i believe this cause i live a very rideclous life, very odd things always happen to me, it always been w/ me life this since i was little, and the shit i deal w/ esp w/ guys just shows and tell me there's fate and ill keep on believin' till im happy again
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thoughtful
Current Music: stellar-incubus
02 April 2009 @ 07:49 pm
there's a lot of food i would miss seeing that i eat alot for a skinny white girl. but i must say it deff be tacos and sushiii <3
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mellow
Current Music: breathe today-flyleaf
30 March 2009 @ 03:09 pm
this is such an odd question for me but a good question in all, cause i know a lot about the whole prison thing, my last 3 guys i was w/ went to jail on me, and i could tell you what they hated what they miss, the list could go on but i know for a fact i would never go to prison [knocks on wood] but in the worst fact i did. i miss the one who gave a fuck about me, i miss the freedom i can go anywhere i want, i would miss workin, i miss drinkin anything i want, eating anything i want, all in all i miss fuckin everything, cause in reality when your in there you have nothing....u have no commucation at all, i kno this cause i see it happened to people i care about and now they are depressed and rotting...and that makes me see to be a good person and never get into that sitation ever, but i do care about people who get in that shity sitation, what can i say in the end im a good person go figure, i think i went lil to depth of this question of what it was asked, but meh it happens =]
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thoughtful
Current Music: you got me-the roots
04 March 2009 @ 01:54 pm
texting by far. esp for the fact i have one of those trendy at +t go phonee. and most people text these days, so i made sure i got unlimited texting for 19.99 =] and i dont really like talkin on the phone these days anyways, unless ur select few that i do enjoy speakin to =] hehe
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bored
Current Music: bella's lullaby remix-carter burwell
14 February 2009 @ 04:31 pm
hate hate hate and more hate. touchey subject much, im 22 yrs old and i never had a REAL valentines never had one period, and its to the point i dont think i ever will, i was actually lookin forward this yr, but as always im disappointed cuz things never go correctly, it was suppose be with petey but of course he fucked up by being in a jail cell, awesome righttt? i did get jail v-day cards from him, its nice and thoughtful and beautiful how he draws and its just not the same and never will be, maybe im just one of those people destined to be alone on v-day who knows. but yeah in conclusion fuck valentines. rawr. cupid deff epic failed once again lol

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angry
Current Music: kiss me through the phone-solja boy
12 February 2009 @ 04:20 pm
the living thing, my life tends to be rideclous, close people die, guys come and go, people close to me go to jail, including the guy im terribly in love with and i want to give up as we know it and even through i feel like death should come to me, cause i have nothing left, i dont die, cause in end im mother fuckin strong person, heartless but strong as they say "to be strong you gotta be heartless".
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creative
Current Music: kissing through the phone -solja boy
02 February 2009 @ 07:32 pm
it saids one day, but i want pick one week over. and that would be the week before dec13th 2008, the week i stayed with pete, and everything was perfect and amazing and how it should be but of course in the end i get fucked cause im horrible timing and luck, awesome
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annoyed
31 January 2009 @ 07:32 pm
whatever you like, why does it matter, im gonna be dead and off this cruel cold sad word, so peace the fuck out, living is over-rated anyways.
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angry
Current Music: which to bury us or the hatchet-relient k
14 January 2009 @ 05:48 pm
that is simply the worst statement to hear ever esp when it comes from your boyfriend or whatever, i always been paranoid fuck about everything, cause i guess its my chemical balance with my issues but when someone tells me that i go kinda crazi cause i always been one for bad luck and misfortunes so i always assumed its a doom conversation even through it always isnt, but im happy to say im the only one who doesnt do this, cause i said that statment to pete my babycakes once, and he had the same reaction, so i guess crazii people do stick together haha.
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amused
Current Music: locked up-akon
31 October 2008 @ 03:19 pm
well usually i dont get a costume cause of the lack of funds but lastnite at target they have costume mark down seeing it was the day before halloween and i got this "gothic robe thingy" and its black and silver with a hood and spiderwebs on it, and later when my mom comes home before i got out trick or treating wif the boyfriend, well hopefully i do actually, im gonna try and get make up and be all bloody or a jason mask and be a KILLER of course, i have no camera, but ill try and get someone camera take pics so maybe in a day ur get pics =P
god i love halloween <3
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excited
Current Music: good life-kayne west
27 October 2008 @ 04:49 pm
in the way i think its suffering cause here they are walkin around in need to live off brains, its kind of bothering the living and killing them, but they are suffering to cause they cant be in peace cause they r walkin around fiending for food of the living...or atleast thats my crazi way of thinkin of it.
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bored
Current Music: kidnap of the sandy claws-koRn
23 October 2008 @ 03:22 pm
oh man this is the best fuckin question for me. seeing that i adore and love horror and anything that has to do wif stuff like this, cause i deff consider myself a gore whore queen. and i love all of them, even the crappiest b scene ones, and if i list them all it probably take me a million years,so therefore i cant have a favorite cause all horror movies are different and they are amazing, cause to me its all art and to love for. =D
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happy
Current Music: tarantula-smashing pumpkins
14 October 2008 @ 05:08 pm
i see it this way, tigger is the popular one, and eeyore is the loner
and we all kno i havent been miss sunshine towards people, and cheerfulness tends to annoy me a lot, so of course i pick eeyore the loner, chill one, creative one, and etc. cause its more like me, and tigger is deff is just a dumb yuppie to me, well atleast that what i think of in this strange of mind i have, and i think stuck wif eeyore in an elvator could be quite interesting to the least. haha
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amused
Current Music: a thousand miles-vanessa carlton
31 August 2008 @ 04:57 pm
i actually have talked about this before a couple months ago at my boyfriends house cause we watching the movie "Death becomes her" and as you kno it that movie they take that potion thingy so they live forever, and honestly i dont want to live forever, im mirsable as fuck why would i want be even more mirsable cause its not like everyone is gonna live forever people are just gonna keep dying, cause why b on this earth forever, your never happy anywyas. haha
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depressed
Current Music: girl like me skye sweetnam
28 August 2008 @ 07:43 pm
for the longest time i did not believe any of that paranormal nonsense, but then 2 yrs ago about maybe a lil bit over one of my close friends/ ex boyfriends died. and he was friends a lot of my other friends and we been convince his ghost has been following me and the other ppl in our group that were close cause he had unfinished business or just because he cared about us and didnt want us to get hurt, so yes since that happened 2 yrs ago wif his death i BELIEVE IN GHOST VERY MUCH and very do think i have encounter one and i still do.
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scared
Current Music: devil with a black dress on-jack off jill
21 August 2008 @ 03:56 pm
boys meets world. cause the show was super awesome and esp the college episodes, and they should just had more and not just end after like one semester. hehe damn now i want to watch boys meet world but they never put on reruns anymore =[
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bored
Current Music: sappy-nirvana
12 August 2008 @ 04:59 pm
i think he does. he was fuckin amazing in that movie, it was rideclous how great his performance, its a shame he died through [rip] but after seeing that last performance he ever made he is one actor no one is ever gonna forgot. so yes he does derseve it and he doesnt get then society sucks! =]
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determined
Current Music: cry little sister-gerard mcmann
